Isnin, 27 Oktober 2008
This is the one that i truly love. Yes, i love him. Allah knows how much i truly love him and want him and need him. i used to have a HUGE crush on him few years back. i kept the feeling deep inside me that no one knew. I knew that the chance for us to be together was zero! He's a great guy, funny & have that adorable attitude. I wasn't that shocked when i knew that there are numbers of girls were trying to be his girlfriend. i truly understand the fact that i cannot be one of those girls and i didn't want to anyway! The thing was i did not want to be like them - telling him how they feel about him& wanting him to be their boyfriend. I mean, Who was i to tell him the truth? The truth that i was in love with him.
I'm not even close to be the ''dream girl'' to any guy~ I mean... i'm not pretty and i'm definitely not as Hot as many Bruneian girls are. I'm just an ordinary girl whose in love with this guy.
So again, i kept the feeling right inside me.
It was a wonderful feeling though! =) Though it hurts most of the time~ Its ok. I don't care if he didn't have a clue that I was in love with him.
I was like...''OK''. He deserves someone special and I'm sure its not ME.
Ok,so I was letting him go out of my mind for a while, let him choose his love life. and we lost contact for few months. I missed him so bad lah~
Then, out of nowhere when my mind kept on thinkin' about him, I text him just to know how he was doing and all. *I'm not sure why i did that*
So anyway, from that moment we text each other a lot ( like we used to before we got lost contact). It happened to be that one day he told me something which he said that he kept for a long time. He said that he likes me bah~ I was like ''OMG!!, is this real?"
He-who-i'm-in-love-with feel the same way as i do! Isn't that just a miracle?
He didn't ask me to be his girlfriend at that time due to my Olevel exam=) So we waited.
I was so extremely happy that he feels the same way as i do! I was surely the happiest girl on earth at that moment!
And finally~~the moment of truth. On the 28th November 2007, late afternoon, he asked me that question:P Ok, he asked me to be his love life... ofcourse i answered ''YES"
Gosh.
But i was concerned a bit of...y'know... Did he really2 want me to be his GF. I mean there's lots and lots of better girls in Brunei compared to me - the nobody. haha *sounds lame isn't it?
Ok, back to the proposal thingg~ It wasn't that truly romantic though,but hey who cares.
I like him and he likes me too. and now we love each other and hoping to spend our lifetime together Forever=) Sound so IMPOSSIBLE? Yeah it does,but hey we can always pray to Allah. I love this guy...my lovelife...my darling. hehe. I never been so happy as i am right now. ~Thank You Allah for bringing us together~
So finally..we're toghether at last. I stil can't believe i'm his girlfriend. Hehe
I love him and will always love him. I hope that we could be together...for as long as FOREVER.
To you my daleng~my true love~my Don...
I LOVE YOU..always and forever.
Thank you for giving me the happiness that i never felt in my life before. you mean so much to me Leng:) Will you marry me? hahaha kidding:P Bleehh.
P/s : I LOVE YOU.
Posted by Nazy Sam at 1:02 PG
Rabu, 22 Oktober 2008
This is my cat. We used to name him 'Tigger' But my dad would prefer to call him with the name 'kuning'. I think you can see why :P
Unfortunately, i don't know his whereabouts now:( Yeah, he's missing alright. we searched for him almost everywhere in our nearby place,but ooh can't find him anywhere!
I missed this cat! we raised him you know.
Ooh kuniingg..where'd you go? we missed you so.
Huhu i still remember when he always crawl on my bed just to sleep next to me. Goshh.. what an adorable cat!
IN LOVING MEMORY OF TIGGER a.k.a KUNING =')
Our beloved cat...My best friend.
